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Life’s a Mystery

I Can’t Breathe Part 2 (Edited)  Life’s a mystery. I don’t get how things play out. If people would’ve took care of themselves. If the government would’ve handled this. My aunt would still be here. Its tragic. This is not a time to be ecstatic. But now I feel nostalgic. Because I want to remember her for all times she was there for me. She was a big part of our tree. The one to connect us to her roots, she was truly family. She never made my games, but I thank her for her love even if she was behind the scenes. But now I keep her in memory, she’s a part of me. She always bought me new stuff. To show her love for me. A Ballislife jacket. Red and Black from 2017. Even as athletes People forget we’re a part of society. But all the compliments and love I felt people connected with me. I will never get why God makes certain decisions. She last called me on my birthday, she was smiling and she was grinning. All she wanted to do was take c...

Piano

Playing with the keys. I hear a sound. My inner demons are calling me. But what do they want from me? They want my soul, or do they want my attention? Do they wanna teach me a lesson? In my life I never had a connection. I was never a person of perfection. It was just me in my lines, never was mentioned. Staying up in the night, I never was rested. Praying to my loved ones, every minute they was blessed with. In this life, im grateful with my journey I was destined. A knight of the valley, these peasants I never messed with. Now I have the keys that lost ones left me with. We are all dreamers.

Mixed Emotions

Mixed Emotions (Pt 1 & 2) Why you move like that. Why’d you rip my heart to pieces? Why you rool like that? Tried to vent to my brother But he can’t go like that. Switching up and for the worst. I cant groove like that. I stay up for my fallen soldiers. Respect the dead like that. The world so evil, I can’t breathe. I feel my mind is a trap. My heart so real, I cant stand that all these lies versus facts. Tune it out, but don’t want clout. But soon im gonna be on the map. This my life, this is my passion. I’m just trying to maintain. I’m a product of the beast. (The Underachievers) Someday you will remember the name. Please just listen to my story. Then you’ll start feeling my pain. But for now im ducking goofies And im staying in my lane. It’s just me and my guitar (A Boogie) I’m rocking out till im insane. 2020 is the worst I feel like nothing is the same. Lockdown got me stressed Everyday its pouring rain. Im in the zone meditating I pray for bet...

A Note to Handover

A Note to Handover  If my time is up Keep me in memory  Dont shed tears, don’t think Just remember the good times Good people dont last very long We are meant to be with god I am you, you are me To the very end.

I am thinking of..

I’m thinking of... You. How great you’ll be. Because the sun doesn’t shine, u nless you believe. Let your demons go. Lift your spirits free. Cause you are not, a s big as me. I am REESE. This is for my jealous haters. Some noobs.