Adolescence (2020)

Messages I was slidin through the messages. I aint with nun of that flexing shit. You cheated on me on some reckless shit. My heart is cold on some necklace shit. Ohh yeaa. Shawty you wasted my time, I cannot love you. Went behind my back, got with my brother. Nevermind he’s not even my brother. Cause I really thought we had each o ther. You broke my heart, I can’t smile under the covers. Through the good and bad, thought we were lovers. I need a girl who gon’ love me like my mother. Its too late, god showing me your true colors. And you was slidin’ through his dms. (No, no, no, no) Now you bout to be his bm. (No, no, no, no) And I told you just to leave him. (Oh, oh, oh, oh) You devious and now I see it. Girl you wasted my time, im moving slowly. I was stuck on my grind, you cannot hold me. I was showing you off just like a trophy. You gon’ bring out the thug bring out the old me. I was losing my mind drinking this codeine. I invested my time inside a rolly. You done wasted my time, b...

Save me I’ve fallen  S-s-s-save me I’ve fallen PLEASE SAVE ME I’VE FALLEN. Yo, I’ve Fallen out of line with myself. Please lord save me, this is bad for my health. Please lord forgive me, I aint feeling myself. Ain’t nobody round’ when I’m crying for help. I tried to open up, but my heart was really shattered. This life is living proof of why things shouldn’t matter. I think I’m truly fine, but im going down the ladder. I hear voices in my head, save me from all the chatter. I think im living fine, my life is on decline I- I’m rolling through my mind, pop one im out of line. Save me I notice signs. Save me I’m doing fine. Save me you know its lies. Save me your wasting time. Save me, I’m on your mind?

Shadows Please save me. Save me. These shadows can’t haunt me forever. Forever.... Forever.... -Used to dream about a place I called my happy land. Well im not happy man, i’m not a happy man. I’m buried in the sand. Face down in never land. Darkness in my soul. Now im seeing days are purely red. I went through a lot. Girl you did me like that? You was a piece of my core, now you fooled me like that. I used to think about you heavy. My heart was very fat. Sometimes I wish things were different and we weren’t moving so fast. -I had to express myself... To show you and the world that I love myself. I lied through so much pain, I had to test myself. To see if I really wanted this life myself. Was it worth my health? Is it worth the wealth? Money’s our biggest weakness, why we spoil ourselves? I need attention and compassion, not to hurt myself. Suicide weighted on my mind, I used to love myself.  But did I love myself? I can’t make myself. -In this life, caring causes pain to the best ...

Confused  Why did you? I f*cking hate you because I LOVE YOU. Relationships just have me so confused. Now I’m in danger. Got me running with a noose. Babygirl I loved the way we kicked it. Stepping out in public, how we dripped it. Girl I’m different now. At least I can admit it. I tired to show you all of me that’s different. I tried to show you that there were no b*tches. But you wouldn’t get it. No you wouldn’t get it. Now I got hoes, I got so many. But sex isn’t what they get from me. Baby, without you I’m so incomplete. Baby, without you im not elite. Now I’m writing sh*t that isn’t good for me. You know that, yea. I LOVEEEEEEEEED YOU.

Depression Avenue  I live on Depression Avenue. And everytime I wake up, I seem to think of you. Your love is suicide, when I arrive I die inside. I can’t wait no more, had to put my relations aside. I loved you with my heart. You wished on me to die. I can’t be around... A good girl with bad vibes. Shoutout Khy !

Hey however’s reading this, how are you? You look great in your photos. Pose for the camera. You got this. Dont let your insecurities control you. You are beautiful. Inside n out. No filter needed. The only filter you need is yourself. Express yourself more. Express your thoughts. If nobody else cares, I do. I am the one to care. Me Just me Hear me out. Express yourself. Express yourself. Express yourself. You are beautiful. You are pure. You are intelligent. You are cared about. You are loved. For H.P <3

I spit my heart out Looking out for my best interest. She stood me up, I felt alone I’m in a new direction. A broken heart, my soul is locked Im sitting in detention. Unfollow me, I don’t like peasants  I’m not worth the mention. I’m so weird, I might just love you To show you all I got. I dig to deep inside my head Can’t seem to find the pot. I’m still in love Cant stop thinking bout the times we fought. Now n days I’m on my commas Can’t f#ck wit a thot. I’m moving on This is only up inside my head. I can’t sleep at night  All I’m picturing is red. You left me hangin’, I kept swingin’ Now im feeling dead. How in the world imma survive I gotta call up Ned. Hope you enjoyed !

Let Her Go I can’t believe it. We was happy, I was young I used to play it cool. Kissin’ on me, held me down I used to cherish you. I was crazy being loved, looking like a fool. Turns out I was nothing but a variable. Why’d you do me wrong, left me for another bull. I tried my best, stayed committed I felt terrible. Suicide weighed on my mind, now im ending you. Played my heart, crazy I ever mentioned you. I was wrong some days, but fuck it we was young. Shit happens all the time, but who really won? You took a jab at my heart, now I chase the sun. Making trips across the coast, with no coughing lungs. You left me grounded, can’t get up I thought my life was done. Remember holdin’ you real tight, I used to fix your bun. I used to lie about my feelings, say “it was really nun” You played w fire, tuck it on me takeoff with a gun. My life is dangerous, but you entered in the warning zone. What’s a man, if his shawty isn’t acting grown. You wasted time, now I think of you with feelings on....

I’m Not Free Hey, how’s everybody doing? Just remember today isn’t our day. Juneteenth was our day. The fourth represents freedom, but we are not free... Let me repeat that... THE FOURTH REPRESENTS FREEDOM, BUT WE ARE NOT FREE. Racism is still heavy in this country. Blacks are still being lynched and murdered by the police.  Latinos are still held hostage in ICE Detention Centers. Brown people still get labeled as terrorists. Asians have been harassed because of the coronavirus. AND BLACKS ARE STILL BEING MURDERED. All lives don’t matter till Black Lives do. I still love all my ethnic people and will fight for yall. But right now, Black Lives matter the most. I’m not celebrating a holiday when my people aren’t free. There’s kids still in cages. People judging by the faces. We running a marathon, but are we progressing in stages? Breonna Taylor was killed and those cops feel painless? Left being fired, but not considered dangerous? I don’t understand. We have centuries of racism to ...

“In My Head” is my second poetry project that released on June 30, 2020. I tackled real life emotions that can happen to anybody and everybody. Let me know what you think. Thank you for all the support, more releases are coming soon. POWERED BY REESE ✨ Ghost (Roses Remake)  Ghost, I might disappear on everybody and go ghost. Socials overwhelming, I hate screens don’t like to post. Your beauty’s intertwining, you stand out just like a rose. You already know though, you already know though. My life was in shambles, but now I’m starting to shine and glow. Tuning out distractions, locked in I’m on my dolo. You already know, already know im going ghost. But for now I run the show. Turn up baby, turn up, when I turn it on You know how I get too lit when I turn it on Can't handle my behavior when I turn it on Too fast, never ask, if the life don't last Done been through it all Don’t mess with me wrong, this who you wanna be And I know you won't tell nobody nothing And I know you ...