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Shadows



Shadows


Please save me.

Save me.

These shadows can’t haunt me forever.

Forever....

Forever....


-Used to dream about a place I called my happy land.

Well im not happy man, i’m not a happy man.

I’m buried in the sand.

Face down in never land.

Darkness in my soul.

Now im seeing days are purely red.

I went through a lot.

Girl you did me like that?

You was a piece of my core, now you fooled me like that.

I used to think about you heavy.

My heart was very fat.

Sometimes I wish things were different and we weren’t moving so fast.


-I had to express myself...

To show you and the world that I love myself.

I lied through so much pain, I had to test myself.

To see if I really wanted this life myself.

Was it worth my health?

Is it worth the wealth?

Money’s our biggest weakness, why we spoil ourselves?

I need attention and compassion, not to hurt myself.

Suicide weighted on my mind, I used to love myself. 

But did I love myself?

I can’t make myself.


-In this life, caring causes pain to the best of us.

What’s left in society are only some of us.

I wish I was the same, but I dipped out of us.

I wasn’t feeling sane, this was for the best of us.

Shadows follow me around like I’m meant to be dust.

My life slipped into shambles, I thought I was a bust.

You lied to me I was shooked, you aint care for us?

Just some hoe on my journey, this wasn’t made for us.


-I love my queen dripped down, but dripped down for the right person.

The media can wait, is shawty really worth it?

Everything in life doesn’t have to be perfect.

A reality check is needed, I’m financially learning.

Im a changed man, feels like im animorphing.

Into a beast from the darkside my mind is turning.

Shadows follow me around, but nothing forever.

Cause life gets rough, but brighter days making it better.


Please save me.

Save me.

These shadows can’t haunt me forever.

Forever....

Forever....



“The media can wait, is shawty really worth it?”

  • I hate public relationships. Tends to get messy I like to show her off every now and then but keep our situation private. 


“A reality check is needed, I’m financially learning.”

  • All of my past relationships have been toxic. I tend to upgrade now and days not just because of looks but personality and women who dream chase.


“Im a changed man, feels like im animorphing.”

  • The beast within me is coming out now n days. Someone who has potential in the workd and anger who I’ve hidden for a long time is now starting to escape my mind. It can be scary sometimes..

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