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Letter to Deb

 Hey Auntie, how is it up there?

I bet you’re safe with Ma now.

Everything’s good down here.

Well for the most part.

Sucks not having you here but I’m connecting with you through spirit.

I’ve been pretty annoyed the past few months.

Not having you here in the world.

I miss the unexpected phone calls.

You taking care of me and my siblings.

And you keeping family together.

Dad has been alright though.

I notice certain behaviors but I would be the same way if Tiyana passed away.

No I didn’t take on engineering or a trade school lol.

I’m actually going to Penn State next year.

The one in Harrisburg.

Running track again.

Yes I know education first, but it’ll make me a happier person again.

Actually switched my major to communications.

But I’ve been pretty successful this year.

Started my own blog that reached different communities and areas.

I began writing for my local paper.

I did a presentation in music class on Trinidad dedicated to you.

And I’m somewhat back in basketball now becoming a trainer.

Learning more about your character and actions taught me to start giving back to others and having a work ethic like no other.

It’s a curse and blessing, but I will never be taken for granted by nobody.

I’m just staying focused at this point.

Out of drama.

Trying to smile.

And act like I’m okay even when I’m not.

Well I just wanted to write this letter to you so I can connect again.

Still loving you no matter what.

Keep being great, I know you’re making the souls laugh in heaven right now with your humor.

I will never fold.

Love you always.

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