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Motivation

How can I describe motivation?
Motivation is me.
I can’t starve, I can’t quit.
But what am I to believe?

-Nothing is easy in life.
Nothing was handed to me.
I had to work on my soul.
Couldn’t wear my heart on my sleeve.
-Last year was rough and its over.
But, I had the courage in me.
Some days I’m down and im over.
But i’m not breaking the tree.
-My life just flashes and rotates.
Some nights I can’t even sleep.
18 and over is stressful.
Blurred in my thoughts i might scream.
-I went through smiles then pain.
Sometimes I can’t even speak.
But the tongue is mighty powerful.
Turned a S to a G.
-My mind is trapped in a coffin
But i’m motivated to flip it
Writing releases all my demons 
And these angels are wicked.
-But I found God in the struggle.
He saved me from all of my troubles.
Sometimes his plan just sounds crazy.
But my heart never fumbled.
-This life is crazy to me.
like I just woke out a dream.
I have to appreciate the times.
Before i’m resting in piece.
-My outlet is buzzing.
but my mind is my shield.
Writing saved me from death,
but my lord saved me to heal, damn.

Turned a S to a G- Speaking my mind now n days as i stopped hiding my thoughts and feelings in and started expressing more. 
S= Silence
G= Like a G, someone who’s great im moving like a gangster but moving smarter now n days.

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